the momment when my mum places everything back into my room which I’ve spent 2 days cleaning out…seriously…

Even though I cannot see you girls with my two eyes right now, I know you two are beautiful. In and out. Not just beauty, personality too. You two, Suh ,Angela , are one of a kind. And if you withered away, nothing would make me smile, laugh, play and stay together like sisters… like how we always do. The world without you girls would just come to a bore….like a tree log has been placed in my head and i must live on carrying it till I wither after.
My point is, whenever you feel you are down. There is always someone out there that does care about you. Just keep this in mind because the world doesn’t end like we sometimes think so. as if no one cared, as if no one is there to understand. We have each other. That is all that matters when you do end up filling with loneliness, anxiety, hatred, deserted.
Don’t leap to negativity. To live is the rarest thing in the world. Although life is hard. Don’t make it harder for yourself by letting it’s weight come down on you.
Stay strong! <3